i finally had the chance to let all the thoughts and feelings that i bottle inside out today. my english literature teacher has prepared me for my exams and she has become someone i can vent to. even though we are quite different, something happened to both of us that we can relate to and i know that she understands how i feel. i can talk to a handful of people about my problems but whether they...
12 public exams DONE
hagrid: hey I just met you
hagrid: and this is crazy
hagrid: but happy birthday
hagrid: you're a wizard harry
it seemed like the perfect sunday afternoon, the sun is shining and my room is not abstract art/floordrobe. i’m captivated in a book and i haven’t felt so much freedom in a long time. LOL JOKE ONE MORE EXAM ON TUESDAY. i’ve learnt the topic for 2 years so just re reading notes and looking online then reading again :D
my favorite colours are purple, blue, coral pink and minty green
Next time someone says that words can’t hurt, I’m going to throw a dictionary at them.
do i believe in myself? no should i believe in myself? yes do other people believe in me? i don’t think so but they do i really need confidence and stop thinking i can’t do things when i should be thinking YES I CAN, just do it, if there’s a will there’s a way. so i talked to my education councilor today and planned out my summer which is reassuring. i’ve got lots...
i saw Vera Wang dresses today and i have mentally chosen my wedding dress
i think i don’t sleep early because i don’t want to think before snoozing off.
Exam: Iqbal has 4 apples, his train is 7 minutes early, calculate the mass of the sun.
tyra banks: 10 beautiful ladies stand before me
tyra banks: but i only have nine pictures in my hands
tyra banks: and they're all of me
tyra banks: lol
When people say they like my blog I calmly say...
Kid: why do we have to learn this
Math teacher: because fuck you
math test: a farmer plants 7 crops of tomatoes and 3 crops of carrots what is the probablity his moms name is leslie
history test: the american civil war ended in 1865, explain how this had a defining role in the extinction of dinosaurs
literature test: explain what the author meant by, "the apple was as red as an apple"
vent vent vent vent
i’m starting to use my blog to write about me basically not on twitter because i know lots of people there - judgmental and maybe i do here but its my blog. i hate feeling this way. SHOULDA WOULDA COULDA. i’m actually really messed up and i’m surprised that many people around me don’t realize. how can i be happy? why do i let small things bother me? i can’t count how...
i really do not have any real friends. i can count the people that are there for me on one hand.
Things you can do to be happier:
Go to bed earlier Finish things ahead of time Eat whole-food Exercise Be present Organize Listen to music Think positively Drink lots of water Journal Read Be productive Eat fresh fruit Breathe deeply Go for a bike ride Do yoga Climb Camp Smile