May 2012
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i finally had the chance to let all the thoughts and feelings that i bottle inside out today. my english literature teacher has prepared me for my exams and she has become someone i can vent to. even though we are quite different, something happened to both of us that we can relate to and i know that she understands how i feel.
i can talk to a handful of people about my problems but whether they...
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12 public exams DONE
hagrid: hey I just met you
hagrid: and this is crazy
hagrid: but happy birthday
hagrid: you're a wizard harry
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it seemed like the perfect sunday afternoon, the sun is shining and my room is not abstract art/floordrobe. i’m captivated in a book and i haven’t felt so much freedom in a long time. LOL JOKE ONE MORE EXAM ON TUESDAY.
i’ve learnt the topic for 2 years so just re reading notes and looking online then reading again :D
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my favorite colours are purple, blue, coral pink and minty green
Next time someone says that words can’t hurt, I’m going to throw a dictionary at them.
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do i believe in myself? no
should i believe in myself? yes
do other people believe in me? i don’t think so but they do
i really need confidence and stop thinking i can’t do things when i should be thinking YES I CAN, just do it, if there’s a will there’s a way. so i talked to my education councilor today and planned out my summer which is reassuring. i’ve got lots...
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i saw Vera Wang dresses today and i have mentally chosen my wedding dress
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i think i don’t sleep early because i don’t want to think before snoozing off.
School: 2+2=4
Homework: 2+4+2=8
Exam: Iqbal has 4 apples, his train is 7 minutes early, calculate the mass of the sun.
tyra banks: 10 beautiful ladies stand before me
tyra banks: but i only have nine pictures in my hands
tyra banks: and they're all of me
tyra banks: lol
When people say they like my blog I calmly say...
Kid: why do we have to learn this
Math teacher: because fuck you
math test: a farmer plants 7 crops of tomatoes and 3 crops of carrots what is the probablity his moms name is leslie
history test: the american civil war ended in 1865, explain how this had a defining role in the extinction of dinosaurs
literature test: explain what the author meant by, "the apple was as red as an apple"
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vent vent vent vent
i’m starting to use my blog to write about me basically not on twitter because i know lots of people there - judgmental and maybe i do here but its my blog.
i hate feeling this way. SHOULDA WOULDA COULDA. i’m actually really messed up and i’m surprised that many people around me don’t realize. how can i be happy? why do i let small things bother me? i can’t count how...
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i really do not have any real friends. i can count the people that are there for me on one hand.
Things you can do to be happier:
Go to bed earlier
Finish things ahead of time
Eat whole-food
Exercise
Be present
Organize
Listen to music
Think positively
Drink lots of water
Journal
Read
Be productive
Eat fresh fruit
Breathe deeply
Go for a bike ride
Do yoga
Climb
Camp
Smile
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