i finally had the chance to let all the thoughts and feelings that i bottle inside out today. my english literature teacher has prepared me for my exams and she has become someone i can vent to. even though we are quite different, something happened to both of us that we can relate to and i know that she understands how i feel. 

i can talk to a handful of people about my problems but whether they care or understand is another thing. of course everyone else has something else to worry about and you don’t want to intrude. even though more problems have emerged to the surface again, i’m sure that i can recover soon.

at least i’m good at acting like i’m okay at school.